Christmas is a hard time for me. I admit it freely. I used to love it and find it enchanting and magical. I still do but struggle to find the magic it once held. This year I am excited because I have an idea for a few friends here on deviant that I know outside these parameters. I really hope it works out and I can get them finished in time. I smile whenever I am working on it and hope they will like it. Well off I go to work on the top secret gifts!